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Has anything ever happened to you that you just couldn't understand? Today we found out that our baby, which was only 8 weeks along, no longer had a heart beat.

Why...?

Why after 7 years would God allow Misti to get pregnant, just for the baby to die?
Why would we go and be able to see a heart beat, and then less than a week later the baby die?
Why would I have to go through the pain of sitting down to tell my 7 year old son that the baby had no heart beat, and the baby died?

Why?

You know, I may never have the answer to these questions, but while I was holding Misti's hand and looking at the Ultra Sound of the litte lifeless baby the one thing that kept going through my mind was a certain song...."Blessed Be The Name Of The Lord". That song was taken from the book of Job when he had lost everything. He lost his wealth and his family all in one day, and he said. "Blessed be the name of the Lord." "The Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away".

Why did God have to allow his only Son to come to this earth to be born as a baby just to grow up and die?
Why does God continue to forgive me when I continue to fail him over and over?
Why do people choose to reject that kind of love?

Why...there are a lot of questions in my mind right now, but one thing I do know.... God will not put on us more than we can handle and no pain that I, my wife, or my son might feel will equal the pain of what God and His Son Jesus had to go through.